Dead Crazy In a Plain of Nothingness

2008-05-22T12:31:00.004+08:00

Ternyata Allah S.W.T menyayanginya lebih dari kami.

Haji Mohamed Isa Bin Mohamed Sam kembali ke Rahmahtullah pada 20 May 2008 bersama 14 Jamadilawal 1429.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat-nya keatas rohnya...

Semoga kepulangan Allahyarham ke rahmatullah,bahagia...

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Mengasihani

Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang memelihara dan mentadbirkan sekalian alam

Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani

Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari Akhirat)

Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) yang kami sembah, dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan

Tunjuklah kami jalan yang lurus

Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau kurniakan nikmat pada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai, dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat

Amin

(Tafsir ar-Rahman - Al-Faatihah)

2008-05-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

He's been out of hospital for 3 days now and I've been busy nursing him. I swear I make a bad nurse and obviously a bad cook.

Its my pleasure serving him. Its the least I could do for all the aches I caused him.

Get well soon Daddy!

2008-05-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling lost while typing this out. My daddy, my hero and my love. He just turned 55yrs old 4 days ago. He's been rather sick of late. Massive weight lost, lost of appetite, on and off nitely fever, breathlessness and he can barely walk.

We've been bugging him to see the doctor but the stubborn man that he is, he claims that its going to be alright. Everyone could see that he's not. Especially my mummy. His condition got worse and we had to force him to go straight to the hospital. Since he could barely walk, I had to call for the ambulance to get him there.

Hubby and I spent hours waiting. The examination shows that he has Tuberculosis. I thot that he could get better as I know antibiotics would do the magic. Later in the evening when I got home, his doctor called me. A side from TB, he has lung infection. That I could still swallow but when he elaborated that his condition is unstable and his lungs are badly damaged, his oxygen level is very low and the worse could happen. The doctor that he is, he tried to put it sublty but I knew what he really meant. I became numb and speechless for a moment.

I'm seriously not ready for the worse.

Anyone who is reading this please lend my daddy, Haji Mohamed Isa Bin Mohamed Sam a prayer or two. Please pray that he would get better. Semoga Allah S.W.T panjangkan umurnya.

2008-04-23T15:58:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhh.... *MoansInblissfulness*

The much anticipated Gossip Girl is back. Waited so long since the last episode before the writers decides to go on a strike.

Rugi kalau tak tengok!

2008-04-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

My latest obsession... I especially wanna gouge out his eye! *Slllluurrrps!*

Thank You! I know I'm sick like dat!

2008-04-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm beginning to feel upset regarding the China copied items being sold around here. The 1st time I heard abt the China Nokia phone I laughed so hard I almost peed in my pants. It looks almost like any Nokia phone. Unless u were to look closely, due to copyrighted issues, it is spelled differently. E.g. Nckia, Nokala, Nokla.. they even have their version of Sony Ericsson. And its spelled as Suny Ericsoon. U can find them on ebay. A whole lot of them. And my hubby almost bought one. Gd thing he did his research 1st. Pffft!

I'm fine with China made items but its got too far. Yesterday, I accidentally bought a China made Johnson's Bedtime Baby Bath. Why I say its China made, Its bcoz the wordings are all in Chinese characters. I usually go to this shop located at Jurong East Central selling toiletries at a lower price to get my necessary toiletries and my baby's powder which is a little bit more difficult to get in normal shops. And I simply hate it when the sales person would follow me around like a dog and therefore I made it fast by grabbing the familiar items.

Back to the imitation Johnson's baby bath. I saw it on the shelves and juz grab it. You won't notice anything wrong abt the bottle. I didn't even bother to read the prints. Then this morning while bathing Baby Ayumi I smelled something wrong. Yes! I smelled it. The scent was totally different. I know coz Johnson's Bedtime Bath has this very mild soothing lavender scent. I thot the scent came from somewhere else. So I smelled the baby bath very closely. I was so pissed off when I realized that I've been conned. I took the bottle and scrutinized every inch of it. I even compared it to the original one that I still have in the bathroom. Its so different I tell u. The fake baby bath's bottle is slightly lighter in colour, even the logo looks distorted. I swear! To make matters worse, I bought the big bottle. Just my luck. Now I dun mind if Ryan decides to abuse it so I can get a new ORIGINAL Johnson' s Bedtime Bath soon.

On another note, here is some entertainment

Another one of the addictive emo shyts that u can listen to when u feel like you're down and out. And yes that's Jared leto. You'll probably remember him in How to Make an American Quilt, Urban Legend, The Thin Red Line, and Fight Club, among others. And I really love his role in Darren Aronofsky's Requiem for a Dream as an overusing junkie. He totally scored the role. Even lost a huge amount of weight just so he could potray a real junkie. How professionally awesome is that? He sings, plays the guitar, writes his own songs and acts. And he's super cute too. What more can u ask for?

2008-04-16T13:13:00.000+08:00

2008-04-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

"Friday night and the lights are low... Looking for a place to go.. "

We were bored and we had zilch plan for the night. The initial plan was to have dinner at my SIL's house. Someone was giving the Boys a treat. Then my dear fren text-ed me asking if we had any plans. And yes, I gave the Sup Tulang treat a miss just bcoz I wanted to meet her. Hubby went alone instead.

It was almost 7pm as I rushed down to Jurong West for eyebrow threading. (the place closes around that time.) Zima and I had our eyebrow done. We were out of idea as where to go. Nak lepak, tapi tak tau nak gi mana. Nak jalan2 pon tak tau nak gi mana. Have we become boring pple or are we out of places to go.

After much contemplation, we decided to head down to Party World Taman Jurong. As its the nearest to where she's staying. Maklum lah, mlm tuh rider dia takda. I had hubby to fetch me after their makanfest. Here's the thing, she receive a complimentary 4hrs coupon for her birthday and so we used it. We were there at around 7.30-ish and we expected to end at around 11.30-ish. However... the counter staff said we'll end at 1am. We gave each other a very puzzled look but we didn't question the staff.

And so we sang the night away, hubby also joined in shortly after. Sampai jer terus nyanyi ok! Minutes after that, the one with the God given voice joined us after his shift ended. Its been a while since I cam'ho-ed and so I did that Friday night.

Btw, pix are taken with my NOKIA 5310 Xpressmusic phone. This has to be the suckiest camera phone of today. No flash whatsoever. Pic quality sucks! Sensitive to shakes! All thanx to my hubby's impulsive buyer character. He wanted this phone so he traded in his W750i. After using it for a few days, he realise that its too slim and lightweight and he's afraid that he might drop it without realising it. And so he psychoed me to trade in my W810i for N73. Dah kene psycho kan... So i agreed. Then we exchanged phones. He used my N73 and I used 5310. After a few week of using N73, my dearest hubby then realized that people can easily view his video collections throught the viewing gallery. Dah padan!!! Apa lagi! tangan gatal lah! he traded it in for a W610i. Pffft!

Now I'm waiting for my turn to trade my sucky phone for another Sony Ericsson. "HiNt! HiNt!"

Termenung Nampak! Termenung Nampak!

Zima bernyanyi dgn penuh perasaan!

Dah start shiok sendiri!

Shiok sendiri lagi!

... dan lagi!

Feeling nampak! feeling nampak!

Pause! Pause! Smile for the cam!

Abg sampai jer terus nyanyi. And I continued to cam ho...

Another shiok sendiri moment...

oh! oh! The one with the God given voice. Jafri.

Zima tgh duet dgn Jap!

Ni part dah start penat dan ngantok!

very ngantok and it was only 12+am

Jafri!!!

Last but not least...
"walaupun dirimu tidak ku kenal, tetapi lubang hidung mu tetap menjadi pujaanku..."

2008-04-06T01:06:00.003+08:00

Well! there I've changed my layout once again. If it has not been my gf's request to redo her blogskin, I wouldn't have had the itch to change mine either. HeH!

Hubby's out wit The Boys as usual. And I'm left alone wit my precious and my attention seeking kitten. Oh! Oh! Not forgetting the friendly company of PSP. That thing really does wonder killing boredom I tell u. I'm so hooked on LUXOR.

As usual, I've got plenty of pix to update but I'm simply too lazy. Will do so when I have the time.

As for now, I'm going to continue playing Luxor and then sleep!

The infamous Lingo.

2008-02-26T10:49:00.010+08:00

The Orang Panjang Contemporary Mat Dictionary

Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some mats and minahs use to call themselves.
Similar in using “lu” when referring to others. A legacy that dates back to
the times of Mat Rocks back in the early 80s.
A common trick that can be played on Mats is to ask them to translate the
English phrase “Monkey Cave” into Malay. The mat will then say “Gua Monyet”
(I'm a monkey).

Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of the world, the word simply means a Malay
guy. But within the Malay community itself there is a growing disparity in
consensus to its actual meaning. Popularly, it's used to denote a guy who
converses primarily in Malay, as opposed to the more “English speaking”
types. Favourites of the mats include tapered jeans, trucker caps and weepy
Malay songs with sickeningly suicidal lyrics.

Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extreme version of the mat. In addition to the
usual mat accessories, a matrep will also come adorned with

Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expression used to denote a Malay female. Derived from the popular Malay name, Aminah, which used to be all the rage some time ago. It was sort of the “in-thing” to name your daughter Aminah back in the 60s and 70s. In fact, legend has it that if you go to Geylang Serai market and shout “Hai Minah!” at least a quarter of the makcik population there is going to turn around and smile at you.

Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When a mat tells you to “picit” him, it does
not mean that he is trying to be cheeky (or gay, if he is talking to a
fellow mat). It simply means that the mat wants you to call him on his
mobile. What were you thinking?

Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective – Official slogan and life motto of
the mats and minahs

Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective – A full stop in every mat's sentence.
Eg: “Tadi aku nampak accident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedek sial Kesian
sial” Translation: Just now I saw an accident (full stop) It was bad (full
stop) I'm not kidding (full stop) Poor guy (full stop)

In its purest form, “sial” means “jinx” but mats have refined the art of
using the word to include it at the end of their every sentence. Also comes
in the more polite form “siak” and “siul” for those who do not want to
sound too crude.

Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favourite weird-looking dance performed by
mats and minahs. Usually done at any of the various gigs that mats and
minahs love to congregate at. At times, you do detect evidence of artistry
in the dance but most of the time they just look like they've been
possessed by the ghost of a restless retard.

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – An expression of apology used by minahs.
Commonly used in SMS and instant messaging. Actually they can just use the
word “sorry” like every normal human being but minahs think that it will
make them sound extra cute to deliberately talk that way. E.g : “I will
be late. Sowie!”

Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile, dissimulate or impersonate something
or someone that they are not. Also commonly used to describe a fellow mat
or minah who acts in an arrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nak step tak tahu
eh?” Translation: Don't you dare feign innocence in this matter. Can also
be used as a gerund e.g. “stepping”. See next entry.
Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective - What minahs do when they are
sitting alone in a train and a group of mats walk in. It is a general
exercise where the minah “controls” her facial muscles and posture in a way
that would make her look her best. This would usually involve looking
incessantly at her handphone for no particular reason.

Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – A general expression of intolerance and
dismay. When a minah uses this phrase, be very careful for it signals that
she is about to lose her cool or get very violent.

Usually directed by minahs in an annoyed manner, followed by the postfix
“seh”, “siak” or “sial”. (See entry for “sial” above) Eg: Apasal ngan
perangai kau hari ni? Stopitsiak! Transalation : What's up with your
attitude today? Enough of it already for goodness' sake!”

Stop! and get over it!

2008-02-07T09:37:00.001+08:00

Last night's dream was sick.

Sick with a huge capital "S".

You are sick Kyn. You shouldn't even think abt it in the first place!

I crack myself up...

2008-01-30T07:32:00.000+08:00

I'm done with Smallville Season 6. Seronok! All 22 episodes of salivating and heart pounding Clark Kent(Tom Welling). Now I'm on to Season 7. Lagi seronok!

My Gossip Girl is put to a halt due to the writers strike. Still waiting for episode 14. Can't wait! Can't wait!

Movies after movies, tv shows after tv shows. It will never end. Now I dun see the point in having cable when all I do is watch it from my computer. Hmmm... I rarely spend time in front of the idiot box coz I keep missing some episodes and then I totally forget abt it and stop watching for good.

p.s. Visit my frenster for updated pix of Ayumi ~~Hamasaki~~ Yohannis. I sungguh malas nak upload gambar di blogger. Heh!

Begining of a long, long year...

2008-01-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

I hate it when he has to work nites. I get so lonely and bored. *SiGh* but I can't complain coz he has to earn his living. =( And the fact that my Gossip Girl is downloading veeeeery slowly is not helping either. I've also run out of ciggies. No ciggies means no nicotine in my system, which means I'm nicotine deprived. And that makes me a cranky old witch. Hate it when that happens.

I'm sleepy but I can't get to sleep. Still hoping for a miracle to happen so I can at least watch 1 more episode of Gossip girl. (How pathetic is that?) I swear its addictive. Kinda reminds me of "Cruel Intention." It evolves around Manhattan's elite. A scandalous drama. I loike!!!

I'm surprised that my hubby has also taken to a liking for Gossip Girl. If a guy could like such shows, it has to mean dat its good. And I thot it was a "girly girls only" show. He'd catch an episode or two before heading off to work. Khekhekhe...

How I wish I could get another massage session with my favourite makcik urut. She's the best that I ever had and I could never get bored of her never ending stories and get free Rahsia Perkahwinan tips from her. *WiNkS* I could lie there forever and listen to her life's stories whilst enjoying the pleasure of a good massage in the comfort of my own room. Sungguh tak membosankan. (another 1 of my sick addictions)

This is a pretty random entry coz I'm pretty bored rite now. Maybe its a good Idea to get some beauty sleep rather then cursing myself silly all night long.

So long and goodnight!

Tagged!

2008-01-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by Mdm Lynn Genel and since its been quite a while since I last blogged. I was thinking why not make it my 1st 2008 entry...

Part 1: On The Outside

Name: KyN
D.O.B: 12 Dec 82
Current Status: Married
Eye Colour: Dark Brown
Hair Colour: Black/Copper or watever!
Righty Or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

Part 2 : On The Inside

Your heritage: 1 part Malay, 1 part Javanese
Your fear: Snakes, Creepy crawlies, Heights
Your weakness: Shopping, Super furry animals, Gummy Bears, Ice-cream, donuts, chocolates and anything Sinful.

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Your thoughts 1st waking up: Syukur alhamdullilah, I'm still alive and "Oh dear! My baby is screaming for my attention"
Your Bedtime: Depending on how sleepy I am. Latest at 3am
Your most missed memory: Hmm... Too many morbid memories... can't tink of any rite now.

Part 4: Your Pick

Pepsi Or Coke: Coke
MacDonald's Or Burger King: Burger King! Du-uh!
Single Or Group Dates: Group Dates
Tea Or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino Or Coffee: Cappuccino

Part 5: Do You?

Smoke: Yes
Curse: Yes
Drink: Yes

Part 6: In the past month

Drank Alcohol: Last drank Lychee Martini somewhere in Sep '07.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: Not in the recent years.
Eaten Sushi: Yes, Salmon Sushi pls!
Dyed hair: Yes. However, I'm still unsatisfied with the outcome.

Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: Yes... With Hubby dat is. *WiNkS*
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope

Part 8: Age

You are hoping to be married: I am married.

Part 9: In a Guy Or Girl

Best Guy Eye Colour: Green... Mmmm...
Hair Colour: Black or Brunette
Short Or Long Hair: Depending on who he is... I like long hair on Johnny Depp and short hair on hubby.

Part 10: What were you doing?

1 min ago: Typing this out. Duh!
1 hour ago: Watched Gossip Girl. I even got Hubby addicted. Hehehe!
1 mth ago: Errr... The same thing I did 2 mths ago...
1 yr ago: Waiting for the year to pass me by...

Part 11: Finish the sentence.

Love: My hubby, my mommy, my family and friends
Feel: Blessed and contented
Miss: the pple whom I never got around to ask for forgiveness.
Hate: War, Sluts, Rude & Senseless people
Need: Retail therapy and Starbucks Low Fat Hazelnut latte.

Part 12: Tag 5 people!

1. I
2. Can't
3. Think
4. Of
5. Anyone.

I'm Sorry!

2007-12-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

After being in denial for over a week, I finally realize that he's really gone. All those time I thot it was a hoax, I thot wrong. I should have known better then to doubt one's departure from this cruel little world. I'm a bitter cynic thats why I fail to see the truth.

I was mean and selfish but most of all, I was in total denial. I refuse to accept the fact that someone so young, so full of life and could have a bright future went back to his creator so soon.

Now, I understand why we could never be together. All those times we tried to get back together but fail, all those times I blame myself for hurting him over and over again. There was a HUGE reason behind everything that has happen. HE has it all written out. It was the best for the both of us. The fact is... We were NEVER meant to be together.

Even from the beginning...

I will never forget his kindness and most of all his patience.

Al- Fateha.
Allahyarham Husni Bin Razali,
Semoga Allah S.W.T mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya...

Presenting...

2007-12-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

I absolutely love! Mika & Miki are mine... Miko is up for grabs!

I told u its a plague!

2007-12-11T17:32:00.000+08:00

1st its my brother, then my hubby got the itch and got himself one. Yes! my hubby got his own toy last week. Then the saga continues. Update this, download that and watnot. I even have to put my Sims game to a halt all bcoz of their downloads. And I swear its contagious, I play it only bkoz hubby saved puzzle bobble for me. And try as I might, I couldn't get hubby to save Sims in the PSP. I'm not the only one being pulled into the dark side. Someone else has also caught the PSP bug...

Check this out....

Even my T-W-O years old son has taken up playing the PSP. Bweeeekkk!!!

I seriously give up!

Last Saturday...

2007-12-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

... I was really feeling shitty as hubby had to help set up the karaoke system & wedding dais for a wedding reception. There I was surfing and feeling grumpy out of boredom. Entertained myself by playing games online.

Then... the most shocking and heartbreaking part.

Hubby smsed me to call him. URGENT! Everytime I receive an sms with an urgent in caps. I panicked. Something bad must have happen. Called him back and to my horror he mention my ex's full name. And told me he received an sms stating that my ex has passed away. (fyi: hubby is using my old number.) I was stumped for a moment and thot he was kidding. He even mentioned where my ex lives. I stammered in disbelief so hubby called back the number and asked abt the deceased. According to him, the ex's sister answered and told him dat my ex had collasped while his parent were out, the medics couldn't resuscitate and was pronounced dead. His body was brought to the hospital for autopsy and will be back the next morning for his funeral rites.

Still in disbelief, I smsed my good fren. She was in shocked too. Told me to call my ex. I was reluctant and begged her to call instead. This was the part that made me suspicious that it might just be a false alarm. A childish and fake attempt to death. Her call was REJECTED. If the news was authentic, then his sister should answer. Why was her call rejected? Why didn't she receive any sms regarding his death when the text was addressed to "Dear all..." She even said that it doesn't make sense.

Hubby offered to "melawat" the next day but I refuse as I didn't want to be taken for a fool. If the text was authentic and he really passed on then I offer my condolences and Al-fatehah. AMIN! I'll just keep a look out for his pic in the obituaries section.

And if its not, Insya'allah, I will see him alive and kicking one of these days.

Did my own postmortem and concluded that he Died of heart-break. I knew how much he loved me and he still does but now that I'm married to someone else, he must have gone thru a serious heartbreak resulting in his death.

As mean and as insensitive this entry may sound, I have and will always pray for him.

1 year older then before...

2007-12-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hey! what cha got there Brother?

2007-11-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

PSP is a plague I tell u... Everybody who is anybody is seen with dat gadget in hand. Its a normal sight especially in the trains, buses, malls, yada- yada-yada... the mats under my void deck has one too. Even the chickies are also spotted flaunting their Barbie Doll pink PSP. What a sore eye!

The one almost 30yrs old, single but taken Mat in my household is a proud owner of the gadget. Cool enuff for an avid gamer like him?
NOooo!

This Sony people never stop working I tell u. They never fail to come up with newer look, newer software version and newer gadgets etc. AND that irritates me the most. Why? coz my dear brother owns the 1st version of the PSP. Hence, the older version of the software. His frens has already upgraded their PSP and left him biting his finger nails as he can't play some of their games. And he refuses to fork out the cash to upgrade its software at any Ah-beng shop or even travel all the way to JB for a so called cheaper price. Therefore, I become the victim of his PSP.

He's turn my room into a PSP Hub. Everytime I see him walking into my room with that gadget in his hand, all I want to do is run off. Lucky for him, I'm accommodating like dat. So I patiently entertained his PSP needs. I'm almost a pro at this PSP hacking thing now all thanx to him.

Being greedy dat he is, he's upgraded his PSP to the most recent update. Thinking that now he will be the envy of his frens BUT not knowing that latest version has its downs too. It doesn't support some of his older games. Wahahahhah! What a let down.

For me, its more of seeing Ayumi Hamasaki smirking in my face. Pffft! Now he wants me to downgrade 1 version off his PSP. Upgrading is as easy as copy,paste and executing. Downgrading is a tad bit too tedious for me. A spare battery and memory stick is needed to execute. I spent the whole of last night trying to figure out the whole process. Searched the World Wide Web for more hacks until I came across to one that has an easy installer. I thot that's all to it. To my horror, the shortcut requires us to dismantle the battery and cut one of its pins. *Slaps forehead* My brother so readily and willings agreed to that method. *Slaps face* He's willing to ~~modify~~ sacrifice his newly bought but not original PSP battery. Suka hati kau lah nak... And I'm not even sure if it's 100% fool proof. Good Luck to us.

Tonight, I will have to crack my brains and strain my eyes again. Thank u Oh dear brother! U are so loved.

P.S. one of the kitten died! *Sobs* My dumb blonde cat kept it in the box with the other healthy kittens. So I had to remove it. Poor baby! *Sobs*

And it brightens up my life...

2007-11-28T11:12:00.000+08:00

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh.
You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link.
You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

So is my blog yellow enuff or what?

Another call for celebration!

2007-11-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

My precious Princess was impregnated by a certain white male cat a few months back. And after carrying her kitties for 3-4mths, she finally gave birth to them last nite. We were totally unaware of the signs dat she might give birth anytime then. All this while, we thot she's gone cuckoo, senile and plain stupid. She'd pee and pooped where ever she wants to. To the extend of calling her the cat version of a dumb blonde. Kesian dia tak bersalah.

Anyways, after fetching hubby last nite, at around eight-ish. Mummy told me dat she has given birth. Daddy heard the cries of her first kitty and when Ryan saw that poor kitten, he told my daddy to get the insecticide to spray the poor kitten. Apa dia ingat tuh anak koceng tuh lipas ke? Wahahahaha!

By 10pm, she'd given birth to identical quadruplets. But hubby saw 5 of them. This morning when she decided to move her kitties to a safer place, I only saw 4. Asal bole jer laki aku nie. Alhamdullilah. Dah selamat beranak. Ternyata koceng ku bukan betina cabaret seperti mana kami semua sangkakan. Or it happens dat the other male cat dat came around were simply spayed. Heh!

Princess is eating more then usual and looking more pitiful den ever. So I told her, "Jadi ibu nie penat eh?" Still I'm happy for her.

17 Nov 07

2007-11-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

Like finally its over and done with. For the past few weeks I've been pretty stressed out with all the preparation. Thou its just a small affair, it still caused quite a headache and heartache.

Alhamdullilah, it went smoothly as planned. It's one of the most memorable days in my entire life. Not just bcoz we signed the "contract mati" (as how I always quoted it to be. Heh!) There were other happenings dat left us in awe and in tears. Some issues were left unresolve. Some were taken care of and both of us felt like we've got a load off our shoulders. I swear I've never felt dat good before. I know I've always caused a Tsunami. I broke a few hearts and made others mad. I know...

BUT!

On 17 Nov 2007, I finally redeem myself. And it felt SO FREAKING GREAT!

Juz 2 more days!

2007-11-15T07:34:00.000+08:00

*rush of blood to the head*
*faint spells*
*cold feet*
*butterflies in my tummy*

Still got so many last minute errands to run... *SiGh*

Hello Mellow!

2007-11-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

I can be quite cheesy at times but I like cheesy!

Anyways, been away fer sometime. Many things happen, good and bad. I swear its hard to make all parties happy. Especially if u happen to be the most "controversial" one in the lot. U'll hear pple whispering just behind u bitching bout the things U've done, the mess U've made.

In order to make one party happy, we have to break the other's heart. if only I could turn back time and undo all the mess I've made. Too late for regrets now.

Only time will tell...

So many things to do, so little time but being me, I'm sure I'll get thru!

Sleepy lar... haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. Still sleepy now... Wanna sleep now!

p.s Windows Vista Rocks my Socks!

Itch Bitch!

2007-10-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

My health's been a total bitch lately. Its been less then 2 weeks ago dat I just recovered from my flu. However, the incessant coughing still persists with phlegm and all. Ewww!!! Its either the weather or the junks I've been stuffing myself with this eid. And not forgetting all the air sedap I've been gulping down EVERY SINGLE day at every possible moment. Even the ones at home. *sighs*

Many overdue and eid's pix to upload but too lazy. Will do so when I'm free and not lazy!

Haizzzz.......

Salam Lebaran

2007-10-11T10:03:00.000+08:00

2 more days! And the house is barely prepared. Mummy and Nyai bz with cooking. All of the men in the household are using work as an excuse to get away from the cleaning. (KyN feeling sour!)I'm taking time off from the non-stop cleaning of my room. Sumpah aku tak tau kenape. Dah bersihkan, dah kemas pon tetap gitu. I still have my living room and Ryan's toys to clear. :(

Dah lah... Mummy's making noise. Its time I make myself look bz. With dat, I wanna wish all my muslim frens and family.

Pertanda- pertanda awal orang tengah boring.

2007-10-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

A sneak peak of Eid Mubarak!

Utter vainity!

Oh! how boredom kills!

Annual Spring Cleaning In Order...

2007-09-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

I simply love the smell of fresh paint. Some might find it intoxicating but I on the other hand thinks its simply refreshing. I'm only halfway done as I've run out of paint. The worse part is, I am using a paintbrush. Yes! a brush! No rollers wat so ever. Why? Coz daddy thot me so. He is so anti- rollers. I wonder why. But hell, it still gets the work done. Nyet was suppose to help me paint but apparently he's too bz. And our schedule clashes. Now dat Eid is just around the corner, he'd be extra bz. Helping his sister decorate their home.

I dun have to worry bout spring cleaning my room, coz I've got it done days ago. Except for my wardrobe drawer. Its a treasure chest- cum- rubbish bin. Daym! I reckon theres more rubbish then treasure. Heh!

All this cleaning is breaking my back. By the end of the day, I' ll be walking like a retard.

Sad hor?!?

OK shall take my most needed rest now! Toodles!!!

Mumbai dar....! India!

2007-09-25T10:29:00.000+08:00

When Parents' have nothing better to do!

The Message: The Story of Islam.

2007-09-15T12:28:00.001+08:00

Perhaps the single greatest motion picture ever made dealing with Islam. The Message (Al-Risala).

"It is the 7th century in Mecca, where powerful leaders are in conflict with the Prophet Mohammed (pbuh) who attacks their way of life and the injustice it produces. After seeing a vision of the Angel Gabriel, the Messenger calls the people of Mecca to cast aside the 300 idols of the Kaaba and worship only one God. Despite bitter opposition from the leaders of Mecca, the Prophet and his faithful followers meet secretly to listen to the revelations of the word of God. The leaders respond with persecution, forcing the Muslims to leave Mecca and take sanctuary in Medina.

After a revelation from God, the Prophet agrees to take arms against Mecca and battle until justice reigns. The idols of Kaaba are destroyed and the holy place is dedicated to the worship of one God."

I've been searching high and low for this particular epic movie from 1976. Yes! Its dat old. The 1st time I watched it was when my cousin brought home the VCD. I swear I fell in love with it at 1st sight. I watched it twice at that point of time before he returned it to the rightful owner. Since then I've been looking for the copy. I tried googling and yahooing for it but I kept typing "The Messenger." And all I got was the story of Joan of Arc over and over again.

Then last weeks trip to Muzika Records made my day. While my nyet was busy browsing for karaoke vcds, I stood outside to checkout the movies instead. And there, right before my eyes. The Message: The Story of Islam. I thot I was dreaming and I thot it was a totally different copy. I kept scrutinizing the DVD cover. Like a revelation! I could feel myself glowing dat instance. I showed nyet da DVD but upon seeing the reaction on his face, I gently put it back on the rack. Bwekkk! Doesn't cost much actually, only SG$29.90.

Up till now, all I could think of was dat Movie. So I tried to *cough*download*cough* it. And zipperdydoodaa!!! there it is. Abeh tak tau! hehe! Now I'm impatiently waiting for it to complete.

Go grab it! Then U' ll know why I'm so fanatical about this movie. It also serves as a good history lesson for us. Watch it with the family. And be prepared to hear more from ur wise elders. Comes in two languages. Arabic and English. And since I'm an arabic illiterate, I had but no choice but to choose the latter. Hee...

I promise U won't regret it.

Don't call Back!

2007-08-29T12:18:00.000+08:00

This is interesting! I got this from the Bulletin Board in Friendster.
FYI only!

+8613713459667

+6281575248226

+8613713331992

+8613450022325

Please be careful when you get a missed
call from overseas.

Sep 26, 2006
The Straits Times stated that if you
received a missed call starting with
+86 (the full number is
+8613713467924), do not call back.

It's the latest prank which could incur
you high IDD charges unknowingly.

Hey Lollipoppers!

2007-08-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

I've finally finished editing my blogskin. And I tink I'm still not quite happy wif it. Pfffttt!!!
Now I've got to edit his archaic blog which has been left abandoned for god knows how long.

I find pimped Friendster profiles with too much bling and multiple slides an eyesore. I wonder why dis pple can actually find that appealing. What a major turn off. I usually skip reading their profile and jump straight to the photos. How am I suppose to read with that much distraction on one site? Lame siak Mats&Minahs2 nie! Whooops! Even if u wanna pimp ur profile, just keep it simple please... %$#&*@ MORONIC ASSES!

Its 0032hrs and I'm freaking hungry. Hmmmph! So bored!

Sungguh Sensasi!

2007-08-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

Like finally Starhub Cable TV came up with first and dedicated Malay Channel. Thou I've yet to subscribe to it, I'm enjoying the free preview. Memang sensasi! I can't get enuff of the sinetrons. To the extend I'm willing to stick matchsticks in between my eyelids just to watch some late night sinetrons.

There are also some Malaysian dramas and programmes which I recon all the Makciks and Neneks will love. I know coz I've witness my own grandma stuck infront of the tube watching that channel. Watching Sinetron after Sinetron, dramas and what not.

Don't worry if u have a tight schedule, they will repeat telecast it many, many times. For the convinient of those who are not able to catch the premier telecast. Tgk lah kau sampai tak nak tgk lagi!

Kudos to Starhub Digital Cable for unveiling Sensasi. Dah lama makcik tunggu channel melayu sesansi. Bayar lebih sikit dpt tgk cite indon dgn cite melayu di satu channel. Tak nak? Tak nak sudah...

A tribute...

2007-08-06T16:36:00.001+08:00

This was suppose to be yesterday's news but I was kinda bz.

I've bear witness to the birth of kitten countless times. My babies trust me so much as to let me be near them when they were in labour. Most cats usually dislike people around when giving birth.

I've only seen death in cats twice in my entire life. One is a few years back when my dad brought home a few days old kitten home. Obviously it died coz its at a stage where mummy's milk is needed most. And I was obviously upset coz I couldn't take care of it. One of my good fren told me that at least my family and I loved it and gave it a home.

The 2nd one was just yesterday. My dear pet cat which we adopted in June 2004. It was serendipity. New flat, New cat. Mummy named him Topeng. Yes! We've lost him. He was an already full grown adult cat then and was even missing some tooth.

Then recently he showed signs of old age in cats. Almost behaving like a senile old man. He'd pee anywhere, refuses to eat and sleeps in the loo. He stops going downstairs for a breather and a walk. Just stayed home to rest. Hubby and Mummy said that usually, cats prefer to go out when they are dying but my Mr Topeng chosed home. Best of all he chose to end his lifetime under my bed. I wanted to feed him some breakfast when I notice that he was still and breathless. Took my umbrella and nudge him a lil. There was no reaction wat so ever. I panicked and call hubby. He told me to wrap the carcass in newspaper and wait for him to reach home.

I swear the wrapping of that stone cold scrawny body of his was the most gruelling part. I braved myself to do it. I had to cover it with cloth b4 taking it out coz I couldn't bear to look at that pityful face.

Hubby came and took Mr Topeng's dead body away. Initially, we had planned to bury it but there was no where we could do it. So as heavy as our hearts are, we had to put him in the dumps. I can never brush off that feeling of guilt. Coz I know we could have taken better care of him and gave him a proper burial.

Mr Topeng was the kindess cat I've ever came across with. He was patient and loving. Always kept me company whenever I sleep alone at night. Never once did he bit or scratch me. Now, only memories are left of him. That sweet lil angel of mine. Mr Topeng.

Saturday Night Fever!

2007-08-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Its one of those nights whereby I appreciate being at home sweet home doing nothing and enjoying some quiet time. My weekends are usually burnt spending time with some crazy bunch of people. Its really exhausting I tell u. I dunnoe why but by the time I reached home sweet home, all I want to do is kiss my smelly pillow and lay on my bed and just sleep in. Heaven I tell u.

There's no place like home...

Ryan got his 1st tricycle a few days back. This pampered lil one gets whatever he wants.
What Ryan wants, Ryan gets!!! Bwekkk!!!

pics and videos are here!

p.s. Juwita Suwito is pure shiok-ness lah!
I'm so hooked bay-beh!

I'm not juz any Rodent! I'm Xiu Xiu da Hammy....

2007-07-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

Ain't he cute?
but not as cute as this boy...

Anyone beg to differ? *winks*

A new addition to the Family...

2007-07-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

I have been wanting to take XiuXiu home the moment I laid eyes on it. Only setback was I didn't have a proper home for XiuXiu. Then last Saturday he chance upon a lovely home for XiuXiu at a very cheap price. Then I put on my most convincing "pwetty pweasee" face. And so he let me purchase this cute pinky home for XiuXiu. Agaggagaga!

I so love XiuXiu. Thou it can get be a lil fierce when I won't stop pestering it, forcing it to play when I know it prefers to sleep. Ngeheheh!

We were contemplating on a name for it. He wanted to call it Mr Wally but we don't even know its gender. *SiGh* Then my precious baobei of a son affectionately called it XiuXiu. So XiuXiu it is... Male or female? Doesn't matter. I've got what I wanted since like forever.

Thanx Dearie. Luv ya! Muackz!!!

For Sale!

2007-07-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

Im selling off my used Ipod Mini 4GB (Turquoise) for $110.00 SGD.

USB cable and travel charger included. I will also throw in an Energizer Battery Charger with 4 Energizer Rechargable Batteries.

Please email me if interested!

Colorgenics Test.

2007-07-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

Your mind is never at rest.You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.

Try it. Click Here!

Weeeeee!

2007-07-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

Psychotique-ones back online!

I knew it there was nothing wrong wit dat blog.

Why oh why?

2007-07-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

This is frustrating!

psychotique-ones in under review due to Blogger Terms of Services Violation. Pffft!

I seriously dun have any freaking idea wat we've violated.

Ho well... we'll just have to wait and see.

Anywhos, Sunday's lunch was a blast. I so love the food and the company. BUT I should have know better then to wear my capri pants. Coz after a few servings, it looks like its gonna burst on me. Should have worn that expandable, stretchable, three quads instead. Even so I had to rush my food as I had to meet him and his sister for another round of food and some pwetty light shopping. Ok! I have to admit, we kinda squeeze his sis off her moo-lahs. Heh! The perks of going out wif her generous sister. I know its mean of us but hey! she dotes on the lil one and doesnt mind spulging on him once in a while. Hee...

I have a couple of pics to upload but my pc is so dying on me and is begging for dear mercy. So piktures have to wait.

July
So many weddings and events to take note.
I have one impt wedding on the 15th. This one I cannot miss.

I have a wedding dis Saturday but I have no idea who's getting married. I juz needed to attend coz he's whole family is going.

and

there's birthdays, birthdays and more birthdays in July. Bweeekkkk!

Sunday Bloody Sunday

2007-06-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i last really looked forward to something.
This Sunday is means alot to me as It'll be a small reunion as well as a Bachlorette Day for a fren of mine.

*smiles*

Can't wait! Can't wait!

HUH?!?

2007-06-25T11:19:00.000+08:00

There's a cricket living in one of my mommy's plants outside my house. *rolls eyes*

It's Finally Up and Rolling!

2007-06-14T23:51:00.001+08:00

Yup! after much persuasion and naggings... :)

Click Image to View!

A Silent Monologue

2007-05-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

.....: when was the last time u blogged?
.....: hmmm... I dunnoe... few weeks ago I suppose.
.....: Been too bz, by the time I reached home, I forget everything that has happen.
.....: I know U took alot of pics but when are u gonna upload em?
.....: Ermmm... When I feel like it. Can?
.....: Idiot U! Why the hell am I even wasting my time typing dis out? Jus to make U happy.
.....: No, bcoz U feel like it.
.....: Ouh! yah...
.....: Bweeeeeek!
.....: Woh! K good nite!!!

You are Cordially Invited to my Goth Wedding Ceremony!

2007-04-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

Well, I've been a tad bz lately. That explains my absences from the blogsphere. In between my toight schedule, the boy decided dat we should do a Gothic Style Wedding shoot at Singapore Botanical Garden. I have no idea why he came up wif dis idea. However, it intrigues me and being the kind eccentric (note: the same person who walks around Peninsular plaza wearing BK's paper crown.) I think its a pretty cool idea. We shared our vision of what it should look like and I'm super excited abt it.

Therefore, I took the liberty of googling for some gothic wedding gowns and these caught my eyes. Its not wat we envisioned it to be, though I still dig it.

Does it mean dat I have to design my own gown? *frowns*

The only problem is...

The Goth bride and groom are suppose to have extremely sickly pale skin colour. Which obviously we are NOT!!!
I wonder if we could pull dis through....

P.S. anybody knows where I could get such costumes from in Singapore? Phuleeeeeeeze let me know!

The Queen has Arrived!

2007-04-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

On Tuesday, we went out to Peninsular to get his belt. He's been dying to own dat Famous Straps buckle. Saw a couple of designs and I chose for him the Shiny Gold plated Sherrif's Star buckle. I wanted the silver one but I had to wait... *SoBs*

Had dinner at BK's and shamelessly we asked for the paper crown which I shamelessly don for the next 30mins or so. People were staring but we didn't care. I even asked him if he felt embarrassed. Surprisingly, he tinks its cute dat I'm weird. My gd fren even asked me if I dared to walk around wearing dat crown. Ngeheheheh!

H.R.M The Burger ~~King~~ Queen.

The Burger ~~King~~ Queen and her Loyal ~~sex~~ servant.

Aspiring to be part of The Black Parade.
Even with the crown.

The day b4 we went to Vivo to run sum errands, den we thot of doing some shopping. So we walked and walked and walked some more. Until I saw this bear on display. It caught both our eyes as its in camou. Both of us are obsessed with camou. I wanted it so much and he asked if its for sale! Woohooooo! Without any 2nd thots, he bought it for me...

(cue: Everybody say "Awwwww....")

And I'll be expecting more of these Bearbricks! Wee... Weeeeee....!

Birthday cakes and songs!

2007-04-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

I've been very lazy to update nowadays... SO lazy.. but...
dis one is special so I have to do so...

Last Saturday,
met up with these two ~~boys~~ Men
went to Apollo Centre

to celebrate her 25th Birthday... Weee!!!!

The boys bought for her a cake and she ordered 2-4-1

We sang and ate to our hearts content.

Then Lastnite, we went to Party World Shenton Way. Like wats new rite? Only 2/3 of the monkey's were present.
After the session we went down to our "tempat biasa" JPC for supper. Again! I wanted my Mushroom Cheese Prata BUT!!! they ran out of mushroom. Well, at least they had cheese. Not forgetting our sheesha. Damn! This seems to be routine for us. Good thing is, we've become their regulars, they gave us discounts on the account of the Bday Girl. Woohooo!!!

I wonder why I didnt take any pics last nite... Lazy lah... Most pics and zany videos are wif the bday girl! Will upload 'em once I get a hold of the freaking pics.

I have a new Obsession

2007-03-31T10:40:00.000+08:00

Being born and raised with Javanese influence has infused me with all the knowledge and values of a Javanese. I grew up listening to my mom's favourite music, Kerongcong. Then we love watching ol'skool Indonesian movies like, Si pitung, Jaka Sembung and Wali Songo. And I've always wanted to live like a Javanese princess in a Kraton. Nice? Very!

From these media, I learned about their traditional music. The Gamelan. I even tried playing in the gamelan once when I was in skool. Seronok!!! but a bit confusing thou they are numbered, I keep hitting the wrong one. Given the chance, I still want to play it.

Anyways, recently I have been obsessed with the music that I keep trying to download it but could only find a handful. There is one particular music that is very haunting. It made me so addicted that it is set on loop. Yes! I'd listen to it over and over again. After I wake up and before I go to sleep. The tune keeps playing in my mind 24/7.

I quote what Zima said. "Lagu nie berhantu... Mcm kene rasuk!" It puts u in a trance. I don't know exactly why I'm addicted to it... but sadly, I am... to the extend of youtubing the vids coz I've never got the chance to see in live in my whole live.

Its interesting but at the same time scary... Until I came across this extremely adorable one...

I've been Bz!

2007-03-29T13:09:00.000+08:00

Not really bz. Juz kinda bz...
And by the time I reached home, I'll be too stoned to blog.

And since I've got some free time today, I've decided to do a sum up of my weekend.

As usual, Sat 24th March 07 was Party World again. Dis time wit 3 monkeys wif HUGE voices. I was kinda sleepy dat nite so I wasn't in the mood. The highlight of the evening has to be supper. Headed down to JPC at Jalan Pinang. I wanted Mushroom Cheese Prata but.... "Prata dah takda lagi..." So upset! Then we wanted sheesha but... " maaf eh! arang sheesha dah bis..." lagi upset.
The 3 monkeys were teasing eachother, cracking idiotic jokes. We were laughing away when suddenly Zima's glass E-X-P-L-O-D-E-D! It didn't crack but EXPLODED! How can a glass of Ice milo explod into pieces? Even if it was overheated, the most dat could happen is the glass will crack. It spooked us for a moment there. I was freaking spooked, I wanted to rush back home. Till now we are still questioning the physics of that occurance....

Monday 26th March o7
At the back lanes of Haji Lane...

Naga tgh panas!

Sakit kepala ke tuh?

Ehem!

Pita on a bike anyone?

Haskin on a bike anyone?

After our swimfest, we headed down to Al-Tazzar at Haji Lane for Sheesha, had some Egyptian delights for dinner. Waited for 1/3 of the monkeys to arrive. By then we've already finished up 1 sheesha. Once he arrived, we order 1 more sheesha and started poking fun at him. And I mean literally poking fun at him...

Click HERE! for the video clip!

On Lazy Mode

2007-03-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

No updates. Juz Pix!

Merci!

Happy 15th Mths!

2007-03-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

I've been wanting to post this since few days ago but it's so difficult to get his pic. I finally did after a few struggles trying to keep him still.

Check this out!

Wohoooooo!

I've been waiting for this for the past 15 mths and I was getting worried if he will ever have any teeth. Its even weirder coz from wat I know, babies grow their 2 lower teeth 1st. Ryan however,has just 1 upper tooth! Heh!

Alhamdullilah, at least its better then nothing at all. Rite?

Re-Capped!

2007-03-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

My weekend was a thunderstorm!

As usual Saturday was just another lepak-ing session at McD's wif Ryan and Mama Zima. Then Bibik Jun joined us a while. Kalau dah 3 perempuan bersemuka, apa lagi nak dibualkan kalau bukan sal lelaki menyeleweng... Pening aku dgr hal2 nie semua. Takda cerita lain ke? Pffft!

On Sunday, went for a Bollywood themed wedding lunch reception. It didn't look so glammed up but I love the wedding dias. It has an actual windowpane with waterfalls lah. So nice... As usual bride and groom looks gorgeous but the highlite of the reception is the Bangrah dancers.

I didn't take any pics of the newly weds. I was more interested in these Bangrah dancers. Perst taim lah katakan... Usually there are Dikir performances, Silat and watnot. This time is Bangrah! Ngahahahah

And....

As planned it was Party World again in the evening. It wasn't even 8pm when some of the buggers were already high on Absolut and for some, high on cigarettes! Bah~~~ And the drinks just kept coming in... Some emotional bugger who thinks he's Fuad Rahman even teared infront of EVERYBODY else! Why? bcoz his brother broke off wif the gf. WTF!?! He's dat easily affected. And dat was not the 1st time he cried like a wussy boy. Pfft!

Ada pulak yg nak main darah dgn aku... Sialz abez! Dah tuh dlm baik aku kene maki. He said "kau lawar lah sial... Babi betul!". Yes lah! he actually complimented and insulted me in one sentence. And, he kept saying "maaf eh! air nie kurang ajar lah!". Should haf juz slapped his bald head. Good thing his fren kept a look out for me. If not, I'm sharks meat!

I missed the best part coz I had to leave earlier. Dgr2 ada org emosi sampai nak commit suicide. WTF!?! The reason coz he was jealous when his gf, who happens to be my gd fren sat in between two other guys. Padahal sblom tuh member amik gambar dgn aku pelok2. Weirdo!

Lucky I wasn't there to witness everything coz I hate emo stricken pple. We're out to haf fun not to feel as if someone just died. Pfft... Nasib kau lah nak... I heard he's still emo up till now. Haizz...

Buruk sungguh perangai masing2 bila dah kene air haram eh...

The Stoners.

Bibik Jun and I.

I look so the minahs. Pffft!!!

More pix HERE and HERE!

Random thots on a Wet Thursday...

2007-03-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

Letters from Iwo Jima

2007-02-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

On today's agenda is the movie "Letters from Iwo Jima". We've been waiting for this movie since last week. The initial plan was to rock Vivo but there weren't any seats available. Even thou Cathay screens alot of midnite shows, we weren't in the mood for any. In the end it was Eng Wah Westmall. Yeaps.. and its nearby too...

The island of Iwo Jima stands between the American military force and the home islands of Japan. Therefore the Imperial Japanese Army is desperate to prevent it from falling into American hands and providing a launching point for an invasion of Japan. General Tadamichi Kuribayashi is given command of the forces on the island and sets out to prepare for the imminent attack. General Kuribayashi, however, does not favor the rigid traditional approach recommended by his subordinates, and resentment and resistance fester among his staff. In the lower echelons, a young soldier, Saigo, a poor baker in civilian life, strives with his friends to survive the harsh regime of the Japanese army itself, all the while knowing that a fierce battle looms. When the American invasion begins, both Kuribayashi and Saigo find strength, honor, courage, and horrors beyond imagination.

Its a brilliant movie. I nvr liked war movies but this is exceptional. Why? Simply bcoz it kept me on the edge of my seat. And bcoz its set during WWII. I dunnoe why, but I've always been fasinated by WWII. Watching from the Japanese point of view, It gave me a different perspective of them during the war. The graphics are not so gore but looking at body parts flying apart does freak me out. I absolutely love Ken Wantabe, even in "The Last Samurai". He's full of charisma and he
played his part so well. I think he deserves another award.
However, I was a little disappointed coz it didn'y leave me with much impact. I expected to weep or at least feel something but I did not. Left the cinema saying... "ok ok apple ah movie dia...".

Did I just contradict myself?
Maybe its bcoz I'm void of all compassionate feelings. Hmmm...

After the movie, went to Pastamania for piping H-O-T pizza and Stella Artois.
Dat one I looike!!!Nyehehehhe!

Can somebody shoot me in the head pls!

2007-02-24T10:44:00.000+08:00

Last nite was perfect. ALMOST! I was in love wif Protégé, absolutely in love wif Daniel Wu (Nak satu bole?), I love laughing out loud till my face was all cramped, I love Esplanade but I hated the freaking band wif identity crisis. It sounded something like Linkin Park turned Korn turned drum n bass. Ntah aku pon confuse! And I love the company as well.

I'm nvr a sucker for PDA. Not Personal Digital Assistant. Get wat I mean? Ok nvm...

BUT.....

someone just couldnt keep her freaking mouth shut and ruin everything somewhere in between Tiong Bahru and Jurong East. I almost fell flat on my face when he replied and it just hit me dat I sent it to da wrong person. Padan Muka aku... baik2 tgh stone terus terbeliak bijik mata aku...

I feel bad... I'm such a bitter cynic its ruining my life. At the rate I'm going, I'll nvr find true happiness.

Ok! Now I'm going to hang myself since no one is willing to shoot me in the head.

Thank You!

Mood for love?

2007-02-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

Saturday was superb! The plan was suppose to be either Kbox or Party World. Since we've done it 2 days in a row, the boy decided dat he wanted to catch a movie instead. And since Letters from Iwo Jima was kinda late, we decided on "Berbagi Suami" or Love for Share as translated in english. Before the movie, we had our usual at Siah Im Hawker Center. The acclaimed Taksin's Beef Noodle. I'm salivating even just thinking abt it...

This is a movie about polygamy in modern Indonesia, the largest Moslem country in the world. It is a film about three women from three different social classes and ethnic backgrounds, conveying their passages in dealing with polygamy: sharing a husband’s love and attention with several other women. The film reveals their troubles and internal conflicts. In their course of finding the answers to their problems, sometimes they meet with each other without even realizing that they share a similar story.

Its highly recommended but for those of u about to get married or are already married, just bear with it. I know its gonna make u extremely paranoid and possesive. Men problem aside, I really enjoyed it. Thou, there are some freaky sound effects from an adult scene. Nyeheheh!

After, the movie we explored Vivo den had a few games of pool. Don't ever play there! The table sucks and it costs a bomb. Then again, I shouldn't be complaining coz I ain't paying for it. Nyeheheh! Just a few rounds of pool and we are already sick of it. He hinted that its still early and we could actually catch Letters from Iwo Jima. Went down to GV to check out if there was another movie worth the moolahs. In a split second he saw there was a sneak preview of "Paris, Je Taime" and just rushed for the tix.

Paris, je t'aime is about the plurality of cinema in one mythic location: Paris, the City of Love. Twenty filmmakers will bring their own personal touch, underlining the wide variety of styles, genres, encounters and the various atmospheres and lifestyles that prevail in the neighborhoods of Paris.

Its love told from different people.All the different kind of love in a nutshell. U have to really sit thru 2hrs of jumble of stories. It gets confusing but if u were appreciate it and absorb every emotion then its worth ur time and money. Its definately a perfect Valentine's movie. Paris already puts u in the mood. The various storylines will captivate u even further and makes u feel all lovey dovey koochi woochi all of a sudden. And I can bet U'll be saying "Aww... dats so sweet..." Really its dat good a movie. Natalie Portman is hot lah! So is Elijah Wood and his Vampire Lover!

Someone close to me got engaged dis afternoon. Yup! Like finally! Seems like they've been dating since eons ago. Now they've taken it to another level. And I'm extremely, estatically, horribly happy for my buddy, my pal, my gurl, Shila. Nyeheheh! HOT aint she?

And I who refuse to be lefted out of this event made a quick trip to her crib. Nyeheheh! She's a really beautiful blushing bride lah! or bride-to-be rather.

This has to be my longest entry to date! Like finally! Im done...
Ok now! I shall continue msn-ing with all my "kambings"

These....

2007-02-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

... are the 2 songs on loop in my playlist. I'm so into her rite now and her hair rocks. Silap aku gunting rambut mcm dia...

Cinta Di Ujung Jalan - Agnes Monica

Tanpa Kekasihku - Agnes Monica

Deaf poet society Part Deux

2007-02-15T14:42:00.000+08:00

Last nite was karaoke nite AGAIN! coz someone passed his law test and decided to gif us a treat.
It was not as psychotic as the 1st one coz it was dominated by all the jiwangz songs. *Slaps Forehead* Therefore, I had to insert all my not so jiwangz songs to liven it up a tad bit more. The lovebirds were so jiwangz dat I could lie down there and almost fell asleep. For the obvious reasons of coz... COZ I WAS ALONE!!! boo hoo~~~

An hour later my most favourite boy came but he booked another room. This itcy backside woman just had to see him and as usual I shamelessly stole the scene. His fren doesn't seem to mind my annoying presences and even shove a bottle to my face. Nyeheheh! So there I was running from 1 room to another. The other room was more chill-out and they had most of my favourite songs. Nyehehheh!

After our session ended, I dragged the lovebirds to the other room and we shamelessly shared the mic. (mcm tak cukup2 gitu...) One thing I hate abt being in a small room wif a crowd who smokes non-stop is I end up smelling like a KTV girl. Dats is so not hot!

Nonetheless, I had some of the best times wif these pple. Its a plus point if my favourite boy is around. : )

And nobody was slapped or punched at last nite... :p

Kenangan Terindah - Samsons

aku yang lemah tanpamu
aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka
sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

darimu, kutemukan hidupku
bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku
namun takkan mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang telah terukir abadi
sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Did I mention dat I love all of U? Yes all of U who have been in my life. Giving me all the strenght and support I needed when I was at the lowest point of my life. I really appreciate all the things U guys have done. Even if u were just lending me a shoulder to cry on. Thank you!

Deaf poet society

2007-02-14T09:56:00.000+08:00

Last nite was purr-fectly psychotic. At 1st it was 4 then it became 6. I dominated Peterpan, Radja and most of the songs they chose. Except for those from Dato' Siti Nurhaliza, Ziana Zain etc... Blarghhhh~~~

It was an emo bashing nite. A nite to destress. I made a fool of myself. One minute I was shaking non-stop, the next I was plastered to the wall; rilek one corner beb! Gua tangkap lentok beb! I got so numb dat I couldn't hear my own voice. And I freaking couldn't care less if I was out of tune. Well, everybody else was too numb to notice.

And yes, I slapped someone coz I thot he was too annoying. Heh! But after dat I felt bad and apologized many2 times. He understood the situation I'm in and I needed, just needed to punch somebody in the face. However, that person was not there. Arse!!!

5 hours was not enuff. I swear we could stay there till daybreak but alas, it was on a week nite.
We said our happy goodbyes and went on our seperate ways.

I so love this song lastnite coz nobody else knows how to sing it...

Elang - Dewa19

Aku ingin terbang tinggi
Seperti elang
Melewati siang malam
Menembus awan

*
Ini tanganku untuk kau genggam
Ini tubuhku untuk kau peluk
Ini bibirku untuk kau cium
Tapi tak bisa kau miliki... aku

Reff
Tak usah kau terus tangisi kepergianku
Air mata takkan memanggilku
Untuk kembali...

Aku adalah mimpi - mimpi sedang melintasi
Sang perawan yang bermain dengan perasaan

And I love Kenangan terindah by Samsons, I love Mungkin by Anuar Zain, I love Penasaran by Emillia Contessa but I was upset I couldn't get to feel Senyuman Ragamu by GSC. I missed by 1 song. 1 freaking song... And I'm still upset u know... Kempunan mak!

In short I love 'em all. Including all the ugly pple wif me lastnite

Girls u should check this out. Click here for ur purr-fect boyfriend.
To all the love birds, Happy Valentine's Day.

Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge.

2007-02-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

After being pushed off the ledge far too many times,
Being falsely accused of infidelity and wat not, having pple judge me by the surface.
I've totally lost it and broke down and finally plucked up this lil courage of mine to say my piece.

Yes, it took me a whole phreaking year to officially end it.

Since they refuse to end it nicely w/o having to shame any parties, I've decided to use my trump card. They've cleanly forgotten dat their family's pride is solely in my hands. I could easily break them by telling. Now dat the truth is out, I believe dat forgiveness is not an option.

Best of all, besides having a huge load off my shoulders, I'm once again liberated!

Thank God for the pple who always got my back..

Men! What can I say....

2007-02-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free.
Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage,
WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to
get a little sausage.

Men are like....

Men are like Laxatives. They irritate the crap out of you.
Men are like Bananas. The older they get, the less firm they are.
Men are like Weather. Nothing can be done to change them.
Men are like Blenders. You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
Men are like Chocolate Bars. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
Men are like Commercials. You can't believe a word they say.
Men are like Department Stores. Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
Men are like Government Bonds. They take soooooooo long to mature.
Men are like Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
Men are like Popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
Men are like Snowstorms. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
Men are like Lava Lamps. Fun to look at, but not very bright.
Men are like Parking Spots. All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Cheers!

Seeking employment

2007-01-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe wat happen to my pics in the previous entry. Blogger was prolly too traumatized by it...

Anyways,

The picture speaks for itself.

At such a young age, very young, extremely young, too young...
Baby Ely is willing to sacrifice for a pint of milk.

Adorable ain't he... Told my cousin to get one for Ryan. So the both of them can start fending for themselves..
Heh!

Lets drink some Chlorine!

2007-01-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

Went for a routine weekly swim again. As usual the swim buddy and I spent around 4 to 5 hours in the pool. Ah! mcm mananyer pro. And no we were not just soaking to make ourselves greener. (side effect of chlorine onto ones skin or hair!- Jadi Incredible Hulk!)
We did our laps, chilled in the jaccuzi, played with the wave and our favourite, diving in to retrieve our treasure. ( Note: Treasure in this context means our Locker key. -No locker key cannot take our belongings mah...)

The other side effect of swimming is, it makes you really hungry. And the nearest and nicest meal is just a floor away. What else if not KFC! Bought takeaways and went to our favourite lepak-ing spot. (Bawah blok ah!!! Kita kan minah2 lepak...!)

After dinner we were up to our nonsense self. Biasa ah... buat lawak bodoh seperti merakam video clip bodoh yg menunjukkan ke bimbo-an saya. Terima Kasih!
Video clip- video clip tersebut TIDAK akan di paparkan kerana mengandungi unsur- unsur tidak sihat. Harap maklum.

Below are some pics showing the long term effect from swallowing too much Chlorine.

Amalkan Gaya Hidup Sihat!

Selepas berenang atau melakukan latihan senaman, makan lah makanan yang berkhasiat. Seperti ayam KFC!

Bagi yang merokok. Berhenti!

Berhenti membeli rokok... Minta dari kawan anda. Bukan sahaja anda dapat mengekang tabiat merorok, anda juga jimat wang anda sebanyak 50%. Betul! Tak bedek!

2007-01-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

I was introduced to this game by my homegurl *ehem*Mrs. Genel*ehem*. Now I'm so obsessed wif it, I could sit for hours juz clicking on & on & on. No surprise since I'm a fan of the wretched extremely crude toon. I used to download the toon non-stop at one time. Obsessed! Really... (but not as obsessed as Ariel-Peterpan lah.... heh!) I've even bookmarked the page and being able to create my own character at comfort of my own room, I'll be laughing away.....

This is just the few I came out wif....

It is so fun, ala paperdolls but wif the Southpark theme. I'm seriously hooked on it.
I betcha will too...

Go ahead! Gif it a shot at Southpark Studio!

Thanks eh Mrs. Genel! I lerp u many2 larzzz....

Transition

2007-01-23T13:45:00.000+08:00

Chilled out at Starbucks Orchard Parade with the other bestie(Banyak betul bestie aku!) lastnite. We chilled, drank our iced latte, ate Mac's fries and nuggets, waited for her H-O-T steward fren to arrive, bitched, fagged, chilled, chat... sampai ke mlm...

Took a few pix of my hero.
And check out the transition of facial expression on his face...

Comel banget!!!

My version of Adam Brody.

Chak!

Say cheeze!

Dats my boy!!!

Oh wait!!!
Where are his teeth?

Metrosexual

2007-01-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Its a boring Sunday and I had nothing better to do. What else could I do if not exploiting my baby boy. His hair has grown so long and "Big" but he refused to get it cut. So this mummy who had too much free time and too much hair accessories did it again.

Kesian anak aku sorg nie... lama2 dia confuse tau if i keep exploiting him this way....

Doesn't he look super sweet.

with that little pink clip.

Yuri-san. My little Samurai.
Reminds me of myself when I was his age.

Nevermind the contrast in skin colour...
This is my ultimate favourite. A gorgeous pic of us again.
hehehehe....

Psychobabble

2007-01-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

How did you get this number?
I can't get my head 'round you
Of course you're not coming over
Snap out of it
You're not making any sense

You couldn't be more wrong, darling
I never gave out these signs
You misunderstand all meaning
Snap out of it
I'm not falling for this one

If love is surrender
Then whose war is it anyway?

Do just what I tell you
And no one will get hurt
Don't come any closer
'Cause I dunno how long I can hold my heart in two

If you think that it's so damn easy
Then what do you need me for?
Just look at the state of you
Babe, snap out of it
You're not listening to this

And just for once could you
Let me finish my sentence?

Make no sudden movements
And no one will get hurt
You're not coming over
If you know what's good for me
Why would I be leaving you?

Now, I've had it up to here
Don't ever try that again
Why are you so quiet so suddenly?
Go on, have it
You're just dying to try me

So, what do we do now?

Equation of the fairer sex

2007-01-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

No wonder most MEN are going bald...

Oh heck! We ARE the cause of their problems...
No?
hehehehe...

Yesterday Once more...

2007-01-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

We had an impromtu date wif my childhood lovelies last nite. See, last minute dates always works out. If we were to plan in advance, it will always be postponed or cancelled.

After dat lil shopping spree, went for dinner at BK and then just chill out on the deck. Talking bout eachother's little skeleton in our closet. Moral of the story is, Balance urself. Really, no matter how bad u r. Nvr show it to the whole world.

Ouuh yah! I've had A LOT of experience in that area. Maklum lah... Kita kan playette! kekekek

My gurl, Haida and Moi

Moi (Si Tembam) and my gurl, Shila

A contented Moi.(with super short bangs.)

All in all, I had a blast of a time. Enjoyed the company, da dinner and the gifts.
Thank you babes! I love them all even the big "J Lo" earrings.

Obsessed & Deluded

2006-12-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

If my good fren is obsessed wif Japanese heart throb Takuya Kimura, I'm obsessed wif my "Mat Indon". Ariel (Peterpan) Yes! I've declared my love for him b4. Now I'm renewing my vows.

He'll always have a special place in my heart! kekekekeke....

I realized dat I have the same disease as my dear fren. I have to listen or watch their vdo clips EVERYDAY. Tak dapat tgk vdo clip, dgr suara pon dah cukup bahagia.

Hensem kan? Orang gila jer cakap dia tak hensem...

*************************

Dis one is just for laughs....
May come in handy U know...

Ass-ed!!

2006-12-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

I'm in the foulest of foulest mood!
All no thanx to dat freaking letter dat came in the mail today.
Just bcoz u fail to win me over, u resort to ass-wiping my parent.

I was so pissed when they told me to gif him another chance. Fat Hope sucker!
Its too late now. By doing dis, u're making me hate u more. U r such a fucking L-O-S-E-R!
It pisses me so much dat I scared the hell out of my family.
They didnt even dare speak to me.

All I can say to u is.....

GO FUCK SPIDER!!!

Ass-wipe!

Huff and Puff and I'll Blow ur House in...

2006-12-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

I've been nicotine deprived for 24hrs now....
Feeling hungry again...
Help! Anybody?

And the saga continues...

2006-12-18T09:04:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! After a long 9 months of waiting. And 41 dog hours of painful, gruelling and unsuccessful induced labour, my dearest cousin went in for a caeserean yesterday at 1700hrs. By 1730hrs, Ely Anakin (pronounced as E-lai and not Allie. And yes! Anakin as in Anakin Skywalker!) came into this world. So exciting!!!!! But poor baby has a scar due to the faucept (is dat how u spell it?) used to pull him out of mummy's tummy. Ciankan...
Now baby Ryan has a new playmate. Habislah! Terbalik rumah. Satu nie jer dah bole gawat satu Jurong.

An this is the ever excited new Grandmama! My aunt was so anxious since the nite my cousin was admitted for her induced labour. Holding her 1st ever grandchild really makes her day.

I didn't get to hold Ely as his paternal grandmother was there. pfft!!!

Congratulations to the new mummy and daddy, my cousin Yenny and hubby Allie.

May the force be with you!

Its so overdue!

2006-12-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Its so overdue but I caught the motorshow last month. And these babies can give me the orgasm anytime. I mean juz looking at it makes me drool, let alone sitting "on" them... Grrrr....!

Happy Birthday Blues!

2006-12-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

Sunday was Ryan' s 1st birthday celebration. Sungguhexciting.com U. It was just a simple event, only invited close relatives. Furthermore, this bimbo mummy forgot to inform some of the others in advance. Maklum lah mummy bz woman skarang!

And I loooike his Sylvester cake. Alot! Sungguhcantikdanlazat.com tau! Beto! tak bedek!

Didn't manage to take much piktures coz I was too bz feeling stoned da whole day. I was so shagged from Saturday nite. Malam muda mudi katakan...
Ouh yah! and I ran into people I dread to meet!
Pfft!!!

Even on monday I still felt too shagged. Apa ntah aku buat. And on Monday I was feeling rather blue coz if U dun already know. *ehem*yesterday, I turned 24!!!*cough*cough*

I always feel blue when I turn a year older. I'm an OLD COOT sia! Pfft!!! Dah tua! tapi perangai masik sama! I'm old in age but young at heart! *peace*

So anyways, birthday was spent swimming wif a good fren. Alot of bitching. We know too much and talked too much. She complained that I've become more vulgar and my jokes are very brutal. Haven't I been like dat all this while? Pffft!

ada jer... Takan lah pasal aku rapat dgn org yg dah jadi musuh dia aku berubah?

Swimming was shiok! I haven't swam for so long and yesterday I bayar niat sampai ITAM muka aku! pfft!!!

After swimming went to Woodlands for a while and den my good pple fetched me and we went sight-seeing. We went to the highest peak of Woodlands. Scenery was phreaking beautiful at nite ho-kay!!! Betol tak bedek!

Then we went to Sembawang park to sneak a peep at couples making*cough*love*cough* in the car! Wahahahahhaha... Sial abez. Yah like we got nothing better to do...

Den we just drove... Dari hulu ke hilir ke hulu patah balik pusing pusing sampai minyak habis, lepas tu tahan taxi ... (I'm kidding bout da minyak part!) Until both of us got very sleepy and decided to head home.

Dat was how I spent my Birthday. Coz somepple went to Vivo without me just bcoz they could not get thru my cell. Kirakan dah tak bole sms lah?!? Hmph! So upset. U guys owe me one Decafed Lowfat Hazelnut Latte ok? Aku tak mintak banyak... tuh jer! :p

Ok now! Can U guess who this lil angel is?

Have U ever.....

2006-12-08T06:23:00.000+08:00

dreamt dat U were walking around stark naked?
Well, I just did and it left mewith a bad taste in my mouth. I woke up and remembered dat it meant something and so I decided to google for the dream interpretation.

This is what I found.

"I'm Naked!"

So you are going about your normal routine - going to work, waiting for the bus, or just walking down the street when you suddenly realize that you are stark naked. Dreaming that you are completely or partially naked is very common.�Nudity symbolizes a variety of things depending on your real life situation.

Becoming mortified at the realization that you are walking around naked in public, is often a reflection of your vulnerability or shamefulness. You may be hiding something and are afraid that others can nevertheless see right through you. Metaphorically clothes are a means of concealment. With clothes, you can hide your identity or be someone else. But without them, everything is hanging out for all to see. You are left without any defenses.�The dream may telling you that you are trying to be something that you really are not. �Or that you are fearful of being ridiculed and disgraced. If you are in a new relationship, you may have some fears or apprehension in revealing your true feelings.

Nudity also symbolizes being caught off guard. Finding yourself naked at work or in a classroom, suggests that you are unprepared for a project at work or school. You may be uninformed in making a well-formed decision. With all eyes on you, you have this fear of having some deed brought to public attention. You fear that people will see through your true self and you will be exposed as a fraud or a phony.

Many times, when you realize that you are naked in your dream, no one else seems to notice. Everyone else in the dream is going about their business without giving a second look at your nakedness. This implies that your fears are unfounded; no one will notice except you. You may be magnifying the situation and making an issue of nothing. On the other hand, such dreams may mean your desire (or failure) to get noticed.

For a small percentage of you, dreaming that you are proud of your nakedness and show no embarrassment or shame, then it symbolizes your unrestricted freedom. You have nothing to hide and are proud of who you are. The dream is about a new sense of honesty, openness, and a carefree nature.

Interpret ur dreams at dreammoods!

061206

2006-12-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

See this cheeky lil boy?

yes this one. Trying to cool while picking his nose.

Uhuh! The boy who still looks Uber Cute with the oversized shades.

And yes! The one who is simply adorable with MY Mickey Ears hat circa 1990's.

He turns O.N.E today! Yippie! Happy Birthday Ryan Haquim!

I could still remember the day I went into labour on this day last year. It was totally out of the blue ho- kay! The night before I was happily galavanting the streets. Going from one place to another like I wasn't heavily preggy. Everyone was worried I might just burst right there on the streets as I was past my estimated due date. Infact, I was hoping he'd come out abit later so our birthdays would be just a few days apart. Better still if he's born on my birthday!

Den at around 5am of 061205, I felt the sudden pain. And the 1st time mommie thot it was just another random contraction. But hell! It didn't stop till 7am. And thats when I realise dat I'm in labour. Called for a cab and rushed to the hospital. The cab ride was freaking long as the traffic was a killer. What do u expect on a weekday morning.

To all the ladies out there! I swear that labour pains are EXTREMELY painful. I couldn't wait for baby Ryan to be born just so I didn't have to bear with the pain any longer. By 1149am, baby Ryan came into this world. So pure so perfect like the little angel he is.

The best part is, "Eh! kenapa dia putih?" A question I've yet to find the answer to.
And no! I did NOT have an affair!

And....I never regretted a single moment!

Ok! here's a bonus vdo I took when he was hospitalised.

Kesiankan!!! He was so sleepy but didn't want to lie down. Ended up looking like a "bomoh" going into a state of consiousness!

Happy Birthday to my lil Prince Ryan Haquim!

Emo Lagi!!!

2006-12-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

Another emo entry. This Peterpan song rocks my ~~world~~ socks so much it alters my mood.
Ho- Kay!
Emo habissss!!!

Why do men exist in this world to confuse us women? When we need them, they are RARELY there for us. When we don't need them, they come a tumbling down like the seasonal durians. (read: object is defined in prural form.) One minute they say they don't need you, the next thing you know they DON'T want to lose you! Siapa yg confuse nie skarang?

To make matters worse, when you have decided on the good one, another one comes begging you into rethinking your choice of goods. And they are the type who won't take NO for an answer. Leaving you more confused then before. Too bad men are not like durians whereby you can "borong" as much as you want. Kalau bole kan best!

Ok enuff abt this men shyitz! I'm so looking forward to 2mrw.
What's so special about 2mrw?

lalallalalalalallalalalalalal!!!

Revamped!

2006-12-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

After much contemplation, I decide on this new look WITHOUT my face. Asik2 tgk muka aku jer... Jelak plak... Decided to make do with this simple layout wif the H-O-T Hed Kandi Dj.

I still love my old skin thou. Tuh lah skin paling lama aku pakai.
Lets see how long I'll use this one...

BAH~~~~~~

Me and my big mouth!

2006-12-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

Remind me not to get involve in other people's business, please...
If i do, gimme 1 tight slap on the forehead!
Thank you!

getting caught in between 2 people dat I care about SUX! ho- kay! I know too much and I talk too much. Yah! I'm a top rated BITCHY hypocrite! Sial abezzz!!! That is why I dun like to talk much. Coz I can manipulate a catastrophe wif juz one sentence!

Tuh lah... siapa suruh jadi everyone's bestfren... yg dua nie ada conflict aku jadi org tgh terus jadi porak peranda. Padan dgn muka aku....

Try as I might not to get involve but they still drag me in... Nabey tengteng! If I'm not lucky, I'll lose both! Which I dun wan to!

Now! I have to use all in my power to make things better. If not for them for me. Looks like I have to use hypocrisy in this one. No choice! Love them both... Sial kan aku!

DISCLAIMER

P.S. IT IS A KNOWN FACT THAT EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD IS A SCHIZOPHRENIC!
Don't believe me? U can start by judging urself in front of ur families and friends.
U tend to behave differently to different parties. Now dat is a form of hypocrisy!

Yah yah! I'm juz trying to save my own ass!

Two words!!!

2006-11-28T12:46:00.000+08:00

I Loiiikeeeeee!!!!!!

Wind it up - Gwen Stefani

A bit cheesy but anything Gwen I loikkkeee beri beri much!

This SUX!!!

2006-11-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

Apparently, asthma runs in the family. And I'm afraid my baby might get it. He's been having difficulty breathing and last nite it got worse. The coughing, the phlemg and the weazing is hurting him. And it hurts me to see him in pain.

The visit to his paediatrician didn't do him much justice. The nabulisation and medication improved his passage way by this much. And she says its better if he's sent to da hospital. Just in case it gets worse at night again...

Now we are waiting for my dad to send us to A&E. I pray to His All Mighty Allah dat he doesn't have to be admitted and recover soon...

Take That You!

2006-11-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

I was pretty much a lil girl when this brit boyband appeared. Still a budak hingus and swooning over Mark Owen's boyish charms is what its all about. Ok lah Kental. So whats new? Everyone I know was kental once in their lifetime. True?

I was watching MTV dis morning when they showed a Spanking New Video! Mcm tak percaya gitu when I saw the title. Yes lah...! After 10 years hiatus, they finally made a comeback. Even without bad boy Robbs, they still rock my world. And now that they are much much older, I find them even more appealing. And I simply love sexy older men! Yummeh! ( Tak mcm Ann! Kwang Kwang Kwang!) Mark Owen getting hotter lah beb! For a moment there I was drooling again like the budak hingus I was. Jason Orange looks hot ok! Gary Barlow looks very OLD. Even the unappealing Howard Donald looks hot now! Pffffft!!!

Don't believe me? Watch the video. They sound better then ever lah beb!

B.I.T.C.H.

2006-11-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

I've always considered myself a B.I.T.C.H.
Babe In Total Control of Herself.
Beautiful Intelligent Talented Cunning Horny.
I am a B.I.T.C.H. and I'm proud of it.
Everytime someone calls me a this five letters word I juz smiled back and thank them.

I hate PMS. I hate that it turns me into a total BITCH and when I turn into a total BITCH, my words and actions hurt the ones I love. I'm already tactless by nature. Tink wat damages PMS can do... yeah...

I was pretty bitchy to the good pple. Well, I needed someone to bang it out on rite...? but then I felt bad... So I took a lil nap, woke up fresh as a crisp lettuce, started to destress by cleaning my room and my wardrobe. I was staring hard when I saw my Topman Jacket hanging there asking for some love. (Don't ask why I have a men's jacket. Its juz so freaking nice lor!)

And then......

I remembered the good pple. Text em' askin if they wud like a Topman jacket. And finally after being left unwanted for so long, it found it's rightful owner. Its also a way for me to make amends for my b/i/t/c/h/i/n/e/s/s. Hehehhehe!

And now! I'm a Happy B.I.T.C.H again... No more cranky/emotional breakdowns/ bitchness!~
Yey!

About a girl (& a boy)!

2006-11-17T18:34:00.000+08:00

No updates! Just 2 miserly pix of us...

Ryan ngantok takper!
Mummy is H-O-T so must cam Ho' a bit!

Us being Us!

Feeling nauseated yet? No?
Ok more pix to come! (I hope!)

EMO EMO EMO

2006-11-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

I'm in an emo state of mind nowadays... There are a couple of issues dat have yet to be resolve and has kept me thinkin since. Its drawing near and I dun haf much time left. Its time like dis dat I wish I could run away as far as possible.

Why? oh why?

And,
Have u ever felt dat u mite have met ur soulmate? You have incredible chemistry and attraction towards each other. You "complete" each other. However, only few lucky people are able to find their soulmate. Isn't dat nice? It's sad when u tink dat u mite have found ur soulmate only to be bound by circumstances. It would/could have been perfect.... Bleraghhh!

I have been having a blast wif the good pple and I so dun want it to end. The shittiest part is, when I snap back to blardy reality. And it SUX!!!

For now, only time will tell....

A Cinderella Story...

2006-11-05T09:36:00.000+08:00

Last nite the good pple and I went visiting. There were some glitches so I met up wif them kinda late. And there I was in all glitz and glamour. I was walking to meet the good pple when of all the freaking time! my sole had to rip open!!! ChiToT!! I still haf about 50 meters away to walk ok! And I was stuck there for a moment. Made some emergency calls. Anyone wif super glue?!? Boo Hoo Hoo... Siapa nak gi bawak super glue beraya kan? So Lan Lan I had to take off my shoes and walk barefooted! There goes my glitz and glamour! *sob sob sob* I was dubbed the modern day Cinderella! Belom apa2 dah jadi bahan ketawe org. Kesiankan aku...
And so I walked barefooted to the next house. Some of them even took photos of my foot ho-kay!Popular jugak kaki aku! ada org nak amik gambar!

Nasib kwn aku tuh ada adik perempuan. Selamat aku! She lent me her pretty lil pink glittery thongs. And I left my broken pair for them to throw away! Wahahahha! And the day was saved! Thanx to my fren's lil sis! Tak tau plak aku nama dia! hahaha...

It was crazy lastnite. Crazy but fun....

Ini lah kenangan yg aku tak boleh lupa untuk hari raya ini!
Jadi kawan2, sediakan superglue sebelom tapak kasut mu terbukak!

Lebaran Mood!

2006-11-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

The weather has been a bitch lately and so is my health and of coz the whole household. Down wif this stupid flu. Cough2, sneeze2, sexy sengau voice and sleepless nites. Irrits sia!

Its like wat the 2nd week of Raya. Pple still busy visiting. Im too freaking lazy to go out if not for the frequent pestering of my good pple. Sumpah aku malas nak kluar niari. Nak duduk rumah diam2 tido puas2. Tapi apakan daya, kita dah janji org. Tak pergi nanti dia kata kita bubble plak kan? Pffft!!

Its nice meeting new pple during this festive season. And pple likes getting aquainted wif a nice person like me. And U get rewards for being nice. Betul tak bedek!

I haf got no pics to upload coz the pics have not been passed to me yet... Maybe tahun depan baru aku upload gambar raya aku. Dah glamour2, vouge2 skali gambar tak dapat2... Pffft!

Ok now! Gotta shower. Anyone wanna join me for a rub-a-dub-dub?!? Bluuueekkkkk!

Oh yah! b4 I forget. Guess its still not too late to wishall my fans out there Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf zahir & batin!

Si DoL anak Betawi...

2006-10-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

When I heard of the news, I was extremely excited, I kept asking my grandma when he's coming here. I counted the days, hours and minutes. I wondered how he looked like? Was he tall dark and big? If he was on par with all of my males.. I couldn't wait any longer.

According to my sources, they said that he'll reach he on Friday the 20th at 10pm-ish. And there I was, walking in and out of the room. I was bored on MSN when I heard dat he has arrived. I made sure that I was primp and proper knowing that he comes from a respectable family. I shooked his mother's and sister's hand. His father is quite a fierce looking man. Donning his baju kurung paired with a kain and his songkok! Boy! they are pretty pious.

When his brother opened the door for him, all I wanted to do was grabbed him an hug him. I had to restrain myself to avoid looking like Crazy Almyra! I let him take a tour of my humble abode while dementedly following him from the back. I can sense dat he was pretty frighten. (of me, Yes!) He is dat charming and big as I thot he would be with those bigsets of eyes. I couldn't help it but grab him and start kissing him in front of his family. I dun care what they think. I'm so in lurve with him.

Once my male got home, we tried to get them aquianted. My male obviously didn't like his presence knowing dat his status as the male could be under threat. I even stayed up and always check on him... In case my male tries to do him harm. I won't think twice of chasing him out....

Everybody, I'm more then pleased to be taking care of Dollah dis handsome stud....
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Dollah! Ur mine for now!!!

Si Dol Anak Betawi!

Yummy Mummy!

2006-10-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

See anything different?
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Nice? hehe!

Ok! dah cukup! Lame siak KyN!

Threesome, Foursome, Awesome!

2006-10-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

Iftar with the goodfren at Zingdo this evening. And since its a once in a lifetime chance for them to meet, she brought along her date. Her Mr. I does wonders I say. He's got that magic touch no other has...

Don't believe me? check out dis pix of Ryan...

Tell me, where did all that expression on his face come from. All this while, we've only managed to capture only one expression, which is da... blur or stoned look. TODAY!!!!! Mr. I did his magic. And I'm loving every single snapshot of him.

Tapi mak tak kuasa nak upload semua. Banyak sgt. sampai 32 shots! Mak oi!!! Siapa nak pergi layan?

"Haiz... Susah lah jadi celebrity nie... mana2 pergi mesti orang amik gambar tite!"
Click for more!

The LiL Tot who Stole many hearts...

2006-10-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

Pah this ones for U...
I know how much u miss him!

Last night, my goodfren and her good-BOY-fren wanted to take dis lil tot out. However, sad to say, WE come in a package! Bah-ah-ah-ah-ah!!! So pple say Lan Lan also must bring da mother.
Nampak gaya Uncle Sab or Abang Sab as he would rather be affectionately known as has fallen in lerp with this boy of mine. See, whoever lay eyes on him will be drawn to him instantly.

Took these pics while waiting for them to fetch us...

Ganteng banget sih anak kecil ni...
Kita pon mesti nak tompang glamour dia kan...

Then off to town for break fast at Pizzahut. Mankin gimuk lah aku!!! After dat walked all the way to Esplanade for some cam-whoring. Its been ages since I walked from Far East to Esplanade. Penat noh... And finally had my latte! Tapikan, I dun tink I'll strike it off my list coz I'm craving for more latte.

Summing up!

2006-10-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

The whole week has been a blast... to the extend of extension. (apa jer?)

Anyways, mummy is super excited for dis year's Hari raya. Like DU- UH! For the obvious reasons. The presence of her DARLINGSWEETHEARTSACKOFRICEGRANDSON! Melampau! Dulu2 geylang nye lighting up dia tak kuasa nak pergi. Dis yr sanggup pergi Kampung Glam semata2 nak bawak cucu kesayangan dia tgk bunga api. tapi malangnye, her grandson missed it cos I was late. Dun ask why lah hor... And the very next day, we went to Geylang Serai to again! check out her DARLING's baju kurung and Lampu lap lip! Tuh semua untuk cucu dia! Eh...! sanggup tau sampai nak beli lampu lap lip baru. Coz ours are already missing some bulbs. Pfft!

On Friday, I "worked" OT! stepped out of the house at 8am and reached home at 10+pm. I was on my feet the whole day ok, wif my "sack of rice" sumore! From Bishan to Jurong to Bugis to Geylang! Saw people whom we refused to acknowledge. ( Kan Ann kan? Siapa eh org tuh? Siak ah kau! Member lama seh... kakakakka). I can join Amazing Race already! Reached home, showered and fell flat on my face, only to be woken up by the stoopid buzzing of the phone.

Too bad, we didn't get to take any piktures. Sorry eh pah! Aku tak sempat amik gambar Hensem boy aku! Nanti bila aku free, aku amik banyak2 post kat blog! Blueeek!

Den I spent the whole day of today, squinting my eyes, cracking my brains and abusing my aged old but trustee pc, desiging a logo for some frens. U better make full use of it hor! kalau tak sia-sia aku bersengkang mata! Cehdehbah! mcm paham jer aku nie!

Ok dah! Aku nak tito ortiz! Otak dah jam!

Tahan korang baca entry aku yg merapek nie eh... kekekek

The Mother Goose.

2006-09-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

Most of the time she drives me cuckoo. Most of the time I amuse her wif my bimbotic ways. We got aquainted when I shamelessly told her to be my partner in primary 4. I could still recall the very words I used then, "Eh kau! sini line-up dgn aku!" and she did. From then on she became the bestie.

19 yrs have passed by and we are still at it. We still share the deepest darkest secret and the obscene dirty details of our lives. She has matured from the tomboyish nerd to a feminine vainpot who rocks her ride. I'm so proud of her for joining the darkside of vanity.

And I've grown acustomed to her paedophilliac ways, just as long the boy is not my son.

Today, marks da day she turns googly moogly 24 years OLD. Are u feeling me baby?
ANN, years have passed by and u nvr stop loving me as ur fren and likewise. U will always be the blur little girl that I've always known.
May U have a wonderful birthday and may all ur hope, dreams and wishes come true.

sukanah amik gambar bawah blk!

Happy 24th Birthday to U!

Dan, Selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh Dunia.

U make my Head Spin...

2006-09-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

Head spin(acoustic)FINALE - Lukas Rossi.

I'm currently loving this Canadian rocker.Winner of the famed Rockstar Supernova season. A Jeff Buckley meets Freddie Mercury, Lukas Rossi is described as a mega evocative, ultra versatile and vocally gifted singer songwriter.

Right from the begining I've always layed my cards on him. He got this cute rocker look and million of To Die For jackets, he's not afraid to wear more make-up den the chicks. And I dun even his spastic dance moves is hot. And he sings my favourite songs from Creep to The verve. Weee... I'm so glad that he won. yey!

All bcoz he oh! so-o-o sungguhot.com
Suka mak!

I am a Saggi's Babe...

2006-09-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly
like she is walking in a
beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly
falls, she will nicely
covered it up and continue with her graceful and
impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her
beauty. She looks at the world
positively, so her face always seem so happy. She
will not get up set
easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style.
She will not follow
fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too
modern. She is a very
open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is
an honest person and never
try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to
hear and yet she can say
something so pleasing at the same time. Example
she may say "I wish you
could make more money, so you could afford
better cloth, but anyway it is
better this way. If you make more money you could
be thinking of money too
much and become greedy". She can say such
thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay
home. She likes to be
protected, but not to give her orders. She has no
respect to a weak man. If
she try to over powered you, then you have to calm
her down and try to
control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing
too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like
her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear
she says " Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking"
because she always say what she
is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not
understand her in this
matter, you could easily break up with her. She
sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may
think it is cute, but for
some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She
is very friendly, so she can
easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has
good taste in fine cloths,
good food, first class and first services. Even a
poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could
spent lots of money as if
she can not understand how difficult it is to make
money. If you think of
let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she
may already think about
getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and
on. A jolly woman who loves
sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress
like a tomboy. She has more
guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a
guy. She does not care
about rumors, so she can get home very late and
couldn't careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either
good or bad, you will know
it yourself , so you should not bother what people
think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is
often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is
singing "Do that to me one
more time". She likes going straight and being
straight forward. She will
not go around to get what she wants, or beat
around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight
what you think, she will
admire you.

Requested it from a Friendster buddy. Its 99% true... ; )

Of Birthdays and Little Man

2006-09-01T10:43:00.000+08:00

A shout out to a certain babe in my life.
A closet pervert, my crazy gila bestie whom never fail to brighten up the day.
Generous in her own ways,
She's a precious, a gem and pearl...
HurHurHur
Too bad boys, she already spoken for...
or I would love to matchmake her with my dear brother...
HurHurHur....

She is my BOSOM buddy...

LYNN...
May you have a wonderful birthday,
for you will always be a wonderful person.

Happy 24th Birthday!!!
May all your hopes and dreams come true
and
May our frendship last a lifetime....
Muackzzzz

P.S. Jgn marah eh... aku curik gambar kau dari frenster... kekekkeke

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I watched dis movie lastnite...

It was phreaking hilarious... I couldn't stop laughing my ass off. A little too crude for the young ones but a great stress reliever. It has a rather illogical plotting with alot of gross-out humor, goofy sight gags, a flashy concept with a tinge of racism here and there. Ok, it's stoopid. So whats new with the Wayan brothers but their formula seems to work all the time.
And its amazing how the wonders of digital technology could make Marlon's head spliced onto the body of a dwarf actor, thus accomplishing what certainly will go down in history as one of the more profound cinematic achievements of our time. Its a little creepy thou. How could all this people not notice it? he's still phreaking adorable as a baby. Especially in the ending scene.

but not as adorable as this baby...

nothing beats my Little Man...

Ni lah... gambar "mabuk terkangkang!" kan Ann? kekekeke
No he was just too tired that he fell asleep terkangkang in the cab.

Public Affair

2006-08-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

Call me kental.
Call me obit.
Call me wateva U want.

Thou I dun personally like Miss-Dumb-Blonde here.I have to admit dat I like 1 or 2 of her songs.
And her latest single is just a blasting fun one to go along for a crazy gurls nite out. Hee!
I makes me wanna hit the roller-skating rink. Mana nak carik eh? Hehehe...

Plus it features Eva Langoria. Yummy!